Is it weird that even though I've kind of given my thoughts and hopes for him to the Lord that he's still on my mind a lot? I feel the peace, but I also still can't help but wonder what it is that God has planned for me. I know that whatever God has for… Continue reading Love+Pain+Hope=Depression


Life. Love. Whatever.

I guess here I go again about how I feel about this guy.... Really, I'm disappointed in myself. This is ridiculous! But... I read the status of one of the girls I know and she posted this quote: i remember the first time that i really looked you in the eyes. i was thinking to… Continue reading Life. Love. Whatever.

Why the Spiritual rut?

I don't know really why I'm writing this early in the day... especially since I do my best thinking when it's late at night, but whatever, I'll go with it. anyways, I feel like I'm in this spiritual rut... I really don't like it. I feel like somehow I'm disconnected with God. I think it… Continue reading Why the Spiritual rut?